Saturday, March 27, 2010

JUST ONE MONTH

Jerusalem gave me a profound moment the second time I came to the city just outside its Damascus Gate. The gate, if you remember, where the taxi driver dropped me off and I was disoriented and scared...

July 31, 2008:
"Chris Awwad and I sat down outside the Damascus Gate in Jerusalem. Just one month ago I sat in this very place. This very bench. Then I was travel-worn and nervous. I looked like an Israeli youth and I couldn't understand a single Arabic word. Everything felt chaotic and intimidating. The people threatening. My body tired and my heart afraid. It's incredible the difference once month can make.

"Now, as we relax in the shade, I am not rested after our several hour bus ride into Israel but, Praise God, I have sufficient energy. I'm wearing jeans, a white T-shirt and a Kofiyya tied around my waist (the black and white checkered scarf associated with Palestine). The Palestinians around me talk excitedly together or sit pensively. One man rests his head on another's lap, chatting away. A child spins in a wheel-y chair. A few people eat falaafel sandwiches. The small breeze keeps us cool.

"I hear a boy shout: '5 shekels! 5 shekels!!' Another man greets his friend, 'Hello! How are you?' I can understand."


I often reflect on this experience. What a dramatic shift. During the month I spent in the West Bank I made friends. Palestinian friends... and that changed everything.

IT WILL BE

Nearly two years ago I went to Taybeh. On that trip I wrote over 100 pages in my journal. My handwriting is not large.

Since then I've written plenty, none of it exists in the public domain. Out of both discipline and desire I intend to write again.

What will become of this blog? Hopefully, it will be a cathartic use of the art of written expression. A place for confusion, expression, and hope as my life relates to a desire for transformation of conflict. I may write poems or short stories, commentaries or reflections. It may be academic it may be emotional. Whatever it is, it will be.